I am so bad at flirting because I suck at giving myself away. I feel like it's so naughty....wtf, should I just be open!?!?!?

how can others think so highly of me when I think so minimally of myself!?
it does not add uppppppppppp

I feel like I have no idea who I am, what I like, what makes me happy, or what I want.

how do I fix it?

I kind of feel like I should have been born in the 1950's. But only kind of.

I want to know why it feels so much better to post a status on facebook, where so many people can read it, than it does to create a blog post in which nobody reads it. hmm.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bpdwwa7lsUI

not really sure if anyone looks at this what so ever, but if you are reading this, I love this song and you should listen to it. I almost forgot.

I like feet and ears and long nails and skinny legs and boney knees and books about erotica and memoirs and iced tea from dunkin donuts and cuddling with bare skinned legs and new friendships and that quick but strong gaze of two strangers who can feel the attraction and people that enjoy the rain because they get wet and being wet feels refreshing and being refreshed is what one longs for.