We Don't Need to Put Others Down in Order to Make Ourselves Feel Better

knife stuck into white bed sheets-

what fills you up can
also drown you
if you arent careful
     dont let the salt water sting your eyes.

we are born in love
we burn for love

it's really a hard pill to swallow when something you love so much is so self destructive

how do you walk into a room without feeling helplessly alone?

GOALS:

-beginners yoga. fucking just do it, stop being afraid, fucking do it.
-join a CSA even if I have to do it myself.
-find a place to volunteer to learn how to garden, in order to start my own garden.
-figure out my feelings
-let myself feel them- FULLY
-be able to eloquently put these feelings into pose/poetry word formations I am ok with.
-food blog, at least for myself.

people are sad but yet they know how to connect.
people are sad yet KNOW HOW TO CONNECT.
PEOPLE ARE SAD BUT THEY KNOW HOW TO CONNECT.

I don't get it.