i realized that i haven't seen nearly as much as i know i can/would like to. it's finally time i do things and go places. the only person holding me back is myself. no need to keep analyzing everything. everything is going to flow in the way it does regardless. so i'm just going to try and let it be and enjoy it while it's here. not everything is a black hole that will suck you in. in fact, most things aren't. and most people wish the same things as myself, it's just a matter of circumstance and time which may or may not work out.

things are simple in a certain sense.
it really doesn't need to be hard