I am attracted to my manager and it's kind of weird. I accidently looked at his package today, really quickly in passing, and I think he noticed but didn't say anything. He jokes around a lot and that's fine because it makes for a fun atmosphere, but I think because i'm not the most joking person it may seem flirtatious to me. It isn't flirtatious though because he is married with a child on the way. And yet again I am left being attracted to another older man with facial hair who I cannot have. Why does this happen?!