WHAT THE FUCK DOES FRIENDSHIP MEAN?


do friends let other friends become strangers? does this mean anything to you? do i mean anything of significance to anyone?

kjhfskdfhekh i want to go fucking insane
i always tell myself i'm not going to be the one to do it first but i always am. does it proove anything if i'm not the first one and then it fades away? or will it just be futile because it would still be my fucking fault anyways?


i'm really tired, ya know.
i'm back to the feeling of wanting to curl up into a ball and disappear from the world.
sometimes i just really want to know wtf is the point of it all. nothing seems to solifidy the way i want it.
is it me? is it you? is this what's meant to be?


if you're feeling like a stranger to me...does that mean i've become a stranger to you? how is this supposed to work?
i want rejuvenation, a bike, a hammock, bongos, and someone to kiss.