eat my plastic skin. tear along the seams of my plastic skin, pulling the invisible threads that connect the skin to the muscle to the bones. bathe me in boiling water. cleanse my skin and let it evaporate into thin air; forever invisible, no longer a barrier to the outside word. get rid of this horrid shield suffocating me, depriving me of the oxygen I so desire. cut my plastic skin, expose my insides, and pull them all out of me. leave me empty, longing, blank. leave me blank.