god, you piss me off so bad. fuck telling you ANYTHING. totally isn't worth a breath of my being. you just think everything is fucking poison. cynical fuck.

people are blind. i can't believe i didn't win. I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M NOT ON REGIONAL BOARD BECUASE BBG'S ARE FUCKING RIDICULOUSLY BLINDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

nothing ever, ever gives.