Feelings I constantly search for:
-drunk driving from temple all the way home
-my first incubus show alone and then my first time seeing minus the bear, also alone.
-that stupid 8th grade feeling of the absence of inhibition that only exists within the confines of innocence
-meeting someone new & being unable to get them out of your mind & consequently the feeling of butterflies
-getting horny from watching an episode of sex & the city
-when things felt like they were sliding perfectly into place like when the air felt light & heavy at the same exact time.
-not thinking before acting

FEAR: SWALLOW ME WHOLE
LIFE: HELP ME TAKE CONTROL
FEEL SAFE, FLY STRAIGHT

I like punk rock & grunge music
I can feel alcohol in my feet
I like pizza but also expensive italian food
I wear black a lot.
I used to think I was romantic but i'm not really good at being romantic anymore.
I like to read and then sometimes after I read I kind of want to write so then i'll write but usually it goes nowhere.
I like the color purple.
All I want is to feel my heart race.
I am searching for someone that loves me as much as I (hate) me.
It's sad but true.
Sometimes, when i'm eating bbq chicken or ribs with my fingers, I can't think of anything else in life i'd rather be doing.
I think it'd be cool to go to school to learn how to cook. Yeah, that'd be really cool.
The apple of my eye is really a strawberry, I swear!

Double life....maybe that's the problem

connection-
how?