what the fuck does it actually feel like???

It's like instead of living in a world where the other person exists, you are living with that other person in the world.

together you create your own energizing definition; a merciless definition of what life means to the both of you, together, and things are added up and subtracted to create a whirlwind of experiences, dreams, passions, and discomforts.

I just feel like something is missing. It always creeps up at night