Tuesday, September 4, 2012

If one plays it cool, one doesn't get hurt. right? right?

gotta slowly ease into it. slowly slowly.

but really, just that one little gesture means so much more than just one little gesture. If only people knew
It's never going to be how I want it to be, so why do I even waste my time thinking that maybe, somehow it will be?

Saturday, September 1, 2012

this kind of thinking could destroy a room
Maybe there is something wrong with me. I'd rather drunkenly come home and masturbate than drunkenly have sex with someone just because i'm horny.


This is probably going to surface as a big problem when I have a boyfriend. If I ever get myself there
I am always on
the outside for once
I would like to
be in the MIDDLE.

I have a year to define myself.
yoga
rocks
psychology
music
art
writing ideas
french
losing weight
environmentalism

Thursday, August 16, 2012

linkin park tried to go down the partial EDM path but I just am not really diggin' it.

Saturday, August 4, 2012

I hate all my friends. I hate all my friends I hate all my friends I hate all my friends I hate all my friends I hate all my friends I hate all my friends vI hate all my friends I hate all my friends I hate all my friends I hate all my friends I hate all my friends I hate all my friends I hate all my friends I hate all my friends. Nobody to relate to. What am I doing wrong!? Nobody wants to do the same things as me. Where am I where am I going Where do I go from here I have no idea. I hate all my friends I hate all my friends I hate all my friends I hate all my friends I hate all my friends I hate all my friends I hate all my friends I hate all my friends I hate all my friends I hate all my friends I hate all my friends .