Tuesday, January 27, 2009

fuck everything.

i can't even believe that i've come to such a fucking stone in the wall.
thats all there is right now. a wall. walls, millions. what the fuck.
it's the worst fucking feeling in the entire world when you give and you give and you try your hardest to push yourself and take so much time to try and do better and you push and push and what do you fucking get from it? NOTHING.


i hate this point. where everything just turns over again and you're falling backwards right where you knew you would but had hope you'd walk faster this time.
god fucking damnit. i need something different.
i really can't deal with this anymore. no.

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