i wonder if it's ever going to go away.

it's not difficult to hear the hurt in his voice. "i have to go" are probably the four words i use most with him. the thought that normally accompanied these words was BECAUSE I NEED TO DRINK. now it's because i need to go TALK ABOUT THE NEED TO DRINK. it's like alcohol gets in the way even when it's out of the way.



i feel this way.