nononononono.

whyyyy are you so stupid. seriously like it's so blinding. isn't there a point where the light becomes too much for your eyes and you can't see and then you REALIZE you can't see and then you DO SOMETHING about it? apparently some people miss that part of the walk. that doesn't matter, much. statues do not moveee.

you still need to shut up. everyone needs to shut up.

nothing is giong to happen. first of all, we like the fact that there is a fact. and the fact that there is possibility. and we dive into that pool but when we think about it some more, right before coming up for the breath you need to survive, we don't want it. nothing is going to happen.

and same with everything else. it's just too quick to the point. i'm being too pushy with things. i have been for a long, long time. i need to put myself around people who do something. these people don't do things.

ive been really angry lately. ive been really alone.
i have nothing left and im starting not to care.


but even though i'm not the beholder, i'd climb those fucking ladders anyway.
if only all of you who are you all would see that. i think i do something wrong.