I am so fat this is just not okay. I don't stick to my convictions I don't even try to lose fucking weight when I know I should. what the fuck. I am so fat this is not okay. I can't keep pushing this off it's just going to get worse. If I worked out I would feel better and look better and probably get what I want out of my life more. I need to listen to myself and stop this bullshit. I am not doing myself any good being this way. I am so fat this is just not okay