i guess the reason i hate sexual inclinationblust is this: even if the smarter and more interesting girl isnt as good looking, the best good looking girl will get the majoritty of the attention despite their ability to be or do something.  just. sexual want and i guess even need makes people blind to who and what people actually are. i dont like or want it. i want someone to know and like who i am without ever experience that side of me first. sex should come later, third, fourth. not first or second. i guess this is the reason. i guess i can pretend to know what im talking about