There are things I must do that I am not doing.
If I really fucked this up for myself I have to change my attitude about everything.
I have to cherish the moments I have and make the best of my time.
I have to look at the good.
I have to eat better and work out everyday.
I have to tell people things, be open, and less inhibited.
I MUST SET GOALS FOR MYSELF
I need some kind of direction.
I need a purpose.